When I’m not doing something that comes deeply from me, I get bored. When I get bored I get distracted and when I get distracted, I become depressed. It’s a natural resistance, and it insures your integrity.

Maria Irene Fornes 
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Needing people yet being afraid of them is wearing me out. I struggle with the paradox all the time and can’t resolve it. When people visit I am distraught trying to look as if I can cope. At work I never speak but I want to be spoken to. If anyone does I get anxious and stammer. I’m scared of the phone yet I want it to ring.

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What can I do with my happiness? How can I keep it, conceal it, bury it where I may never lose it? I want to kneel as it falls over me like rain, gather it up with lace and silk, and press it over myself again.

Anaïs Nin, Henry and June

(via frenchtwist)

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Reduce cellulite. Be gone dry skin. Vanish unwanted facial hair. Diminish stretch marks. Fade age spots. Eliminate feminine odor. Lose weight. Dissolve belly fat. Erase wrinkles.

I think someone wants me to disappear.

Guerrilla Girls  

(via loveyourchaos)

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Who are we to be emotional? Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all? Oh, who are we to turn each other’s heads? Who are we to find ourselves in other people’s beds?

Oh, I don’t like the way I never listen to myself. I feel like I’m on fire, I’m too shy to cry for help. Oh, I don’t think you know me much at all

This love is be and end all. This love will be your downfall.

I’m feeling down about this love.

Who are you to make me feel so good? Who are we to tell ourselves that we’re misunderstood? Oh, who am I to say I’m always yours? Who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores? Oh, I don’t see a reason why we can’t just be apart! We’re falling on each other like we’re always in the dark. Oh, I don’t think you know me much at all, at all.

This love is not what you want. This heart will never be yours. This love is be and end all. This love will be your downfall.

Ellie Goulding

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