Inspiration and smoky thoughts.Tumblr (3.0; @thespiritbehindthecircusdream)http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e221da67e6ce74986e8c45425703a254/tumblr_mfvaosdtnu1rfhse1o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701816711http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701816711Sun, 05 May 2013 19:54:44 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/149d2d904595c70c3870a230839ba955/tumblr_mlf5cumFwL1riae2mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701810417http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701810417Sun, 05 May 2013 19:54:39 +0200“Needing people yet being afraid of them is wearing me out. I struggle with the paradox all the time and can’t resolve it. When people visit I am distraught trying to look as if I can cope. At work I never speak but I want to be spoken to. If anyone does I get anxious and stammer. I’m scared of the phone yet I want it to ring.”http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701263968http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701263968Sun, 05 May 2013 19:47:41 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/7b8695dfe443b43821c57a381d31580a/tumblr_mjg2ciGHja1r0wxf8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701116785http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49701116785Sun, 05 May 2013 19:45:49 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9db8051175ff8ce171b5ab70c6b16831/tumblr_mi2v6vyWXK1r7r8e0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p><em>Nico</em></p> </blockquote>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49700403307http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/49700403307Sun, 05 May 2013 19:36:44 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5o4udATpi1ru3pbjo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48951154269http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48951154269Fri, 26 Apr 2013 22:47:10 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9ffc25a0c615946767a706c5cb79542a/tumblr_mlkjzbjRyf1s7r6cko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48721597413http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48721597413Tue, 23 Apr 2013 23:53:18 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1198dd4353e80079fc5730638008126d/tumblr_ml7232nN121qgvgemo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48601462865http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48601462865Mon, 22 Apr 2013 10:39:39 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/2aa4f8ce6fb33a8c4e5fb17d5c7c3983/tumblr_mj9i15gLhv1qad4ino1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b65abda9ccdc48de07826452a7cdce4c/tumblr_mj9i15gLhv1qad4ino2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48350704466http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48350704466Fri, 19 Apr 2013 13:52:34 +0200“What can I do with my happiness? How can I keep it, conceal it, bury it where I may never lose it? I want to kneel as it falls over me like rain, gather it up with lace and silk, and press it over myself again.”<br/><br/> - <em>Anaïs Nin, <em>Henry and June</em></em>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48295208115http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48295208115Thu, 18 Apr 2013 21:36:19 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m7bs5ivWQT1qzp5xxo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268783548http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268783548Thu, 18 Apr 2013 11:50:48 +0200“<p>Reduce cellulite. Be gone dry skin. Vanish unwanted facial hair. Diminish stretch marks. Fade age spots. Eliminate feminine odor. Lose weight. Dissolve belly fat. Erase wrinkles. </p> <p>I think someone wants me to disappear.</p>”<br/><br/> - <em>Guerrilla Girls  </em>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268781740http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268781740Thu, 18 Apr 2013 11:50:43 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m4lyont22h1qb8vpuo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://firsttimeuser.tumblr.com/post/24053676891/from-the-cycle-catalogue-of-feelings-1980s"> </a></p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://baruchfoundation.org/chocholova/chocholova_from-catalog-of-feelings-boxonhead.jpg.php">Cycle Catalogue of Feelings, 1980s</a> by Blanka Chocholová</p> </blockquote>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268776370http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268776370Thu, 18 Apr 2013 11:50:29 +0200<p>Who are we to be emotional? <span>Who are we to play with hearts and throw away it all? </span><span>Oh, who are we to turn each other&#8217;s heads? </span><span>Who are we to find ourselves in other people&#8217;s beds?</span></p> <p>Oh, I don&#8217;t like the way I never listen to myself. <span>I feel like I&#8217;m on fire, I&#8217;m too shy to cry for help. </span><span>Oh, I don&#8217;t think you know me much at all</span></p> <p><span>This love is be and end all. </span><span>This love will be your downfall.</span></p> <p>I&#8217;m feeling down about this love.</p> <p><span>Who are you to make me feel so good? </span><span>Who are we to tell ourselves that we&#8217;re misunderstood? </span><span>Oh, who am I to say I&#8217;m always yours? </span><span>Who am I to choose the boy that everyone adores? </span><span>Oh, I don&#8217;t see a reason why we can&#8217;t just be apart! </span><span>We&#8217;re falling on each other like we&#8217;re always in the dark. </span><span>Oh, I don&#8217;t think you know me much at all, at all.</span></p> <p><span>This love is not what you want. </span><span>This heart will never be yours. </span><span>This love is be and end all. </span><span>This love will be your downfall.</span></p> <p><span> </span></p> <p><span>Ellie Goulding</span></p>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268686946http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48268686946Thu, 18 Apr 2013 11:46:00 +0200<p>oh pretty dysfunctional family _ <span>you bitch</span></p> <p>moving on, moving on</p> <p>back to pills.</p> <p>3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks. 3 weeks</p> <p>BEFORE YOU GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE</p>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48207238560http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48207238560Wed, 17 Apr 2013 18:56:00 +0200dysfunctional+family<iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_48203424525" src="http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203424525/audio_player_iframe/thespiritbehindthecircusdream/tumblr_mbfbu10PaM1rqvx4c?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Fthespiritbehindthecircusdream%2F48203424525%2Ftumblr_mbfbu10PaM1rqvx4c" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"></iframe><br/><br/><p><span>Matador - abortion</span></p> <p> (1987: A Touch Beyond Canned Love)</p>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203424525http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203424525Wed, 17 Apr 2013 17:43:12 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcp6qtpXu31r42qyuo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203383304http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203383304Wed, 17 Apr 2013 17:42:22 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/877ec849501b2579c646a048bf1c1e1a/tumblr_mjs5s01mnb1qzn0kbo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203359113http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203359113Wed, 17 Apr 2013 17:41:53 +0200<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/48a1b5ba20963a685466677224222127/tumblr_mk90sw2nOD1rb5s5xo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203354677http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203354677Wed, 17 Apr 2013 17:41:47 +0200<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/7058a9db7d4f1c973db64b3c8b3fdac7/tumblr_mjz7k4aHzd1qzezj5o1_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/03758e3ae40b56e2863984af9186f758/tumblr_mjz7k4aHzd1qzezj5o2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/>http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203350337http://thespiritbehindthecircusdream.tumblr.com/post/48203350337Wed, 17 Apr 2013 17:41:42 +0200